Today I lost my Macy too... she filled me with so much love that it eased my pain with Rex and I didn't post much... suddenly she's gone! Unexpected and …
Today I was trying to help someone with a lost dog and I felt flooded with tears over Rex.... I don't post a lot anymore but I do come here and read and …
April 30, 2010 It has been a while... working a lot for the most part...
What prompted me to come here is I have had dreams of him lately... I would so love to feel …
Today I had a sad moment... Macy walking around, her charms on her collar clinking... Sounded just like Rex's... I know it was just a clink noise but …
It really is amazing how almost a year has passed and I still miss him.... Does not help when I start looking through photos of him.... Then taking down …
Last night I had a dream of Rex. Was not a long one just a flash of me holding him in my arms, turning him around to face me, and I started talking to …
Always In My Heart Yesterday I went to lunch with an old frind I had not seen in some time. Who knew Rex and asked about his passing. I really expected to say "Yeah it's …
Today I came home from work. Turned on the radio and started to clean... then a song came on the radio by Bread "I Would Give Anything I Own" and within …
12th April 2009 Today was Easter and such a beautiful day here. Thinking of times I would take Rex on long walks.
I miss him everyday.... still.... I guess I always …
I came home from work finally finding time to put all of Rex's pics and videos on a memory stick... Well was not the time I guess, here I am falling apart. …
It has been a little while since I got on here, I can't say I am OK now as much as I would like to. The minute I go to this page I feel apart. My heart …
It's been three months out now and I am doing a lot better, still cry if I let myself stay too long in my thoughts with memories of him. I have a new …
Today I had another "spell" of tears and grief. I miss him so much and wish he was here.
I have gotten a new dog and she is wonderful and we are bonding …
Where to begin? Is there an end to this?
It has been almost two months and I still hurt a lot, and I know it will take time.
I decided to get another …
It has been so busy I have not been able to stop and write as much as I want.
At Christmas I was asked to doggie sit and I said Yes. It was hard walking …
14th Dec 2008 Last night I had a very bad moment.
Usually Rex would be right next to me through any hard time, like he always knew when I was sad.
I laid in bed …
8th Dec 2008 Today I came home early from work. I had all these plans to do around the house. But feeling really sad today. I would be walking him right now, he would …
3rd Dec 2008 I made it through Thanksgiving. Glad I have been so busy to keep my mind off of him... But then today it hit me really hard again. One tiny little spot …
29th Nov 2008 It has been 15 days and time has made it easier on learning to live with my grief in my dealing during the day, sure I look fine, I can even smile, I have …
25th Nov 2008 I got a very sweet letter from Joe, and I want to say thank you. Kind words are so welcome and I really need them. Wanted to reply to you, but could not …
20th Nov 2008 Today was my first feeling OK day. Knowing that I have to stay in the land of the living, knowing it would be so easy to fall into the bottomless pit of …
18th Nov 2008 Late yesterday afternoon I received your ashes, I can't explain the feeling when I first saw the urn. Crying was all I could really do, then as I was …
17th Nov 2008 Today was my first day back to work. Was really hard. I usually come home everyday at lunch to take you for a walk. Walking through the door I just sat …