At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?
Anger.
Susie and Mel's Story so far
I lost my baby Mel on Sunday 3/6/11. Mr. Mel is a Pug and I fell in love with him the first time I saw him 10 years ago. He was originally my little sister's boy but she decided to drop him off at my Mother's house when he was 4 months old and she never came back for him. So I adopted him as my own. He was my SON and I was his MOM and we both knew that we couldn't live without each other.
I took him everywhere I went and he loved to go everywhere as well. He loved everyone except for other dogs he didn't know. He was pretty much a little bully. We gave him a nickname (Mr. Hall Monitor) when he was younger because he would check and make sure that all of the family members were home on time and were accounted for.
My baby Mel got sick on Thursday 2/24/11 and my husband and I took him to the Vet, then the Eye Dr. for animals and then to the Neurology animal clinic to finally determine that he got autoimmune meningitis. My baby was in the ICU for 4 days until his body couldn't handle it no more and left me on Sunday 3/6/11. I felt like dying with him. He was my joy in life and I miss him dearly.
I've been crying everyday. It hit me like a brick wall because he was fine and out of nowhere he just got deathly ill. I still can't believe that he is gone. I look at his picture every second of everyday and I still can't accept it. I prayed and prayed for him to get better but the Angels needed a friend in the heavens and they took my boy from me. I believe in Rainbow Bridge and I know that when my time comes my boy will be waiting for me. My heart aches for him everyday.
I feel so heavy with guilt and all the if's I could have done to save my son. Mr. Mel Mommy loves you so much. You’re up in heaven now with both your sisters and great grandparents along with your cousin. Be healthy and happy my son. We will be with each other again. I love you so much, your Mommy Susie.
Today is exactly one year since you left me Mel. Mommy knows that you were in pain and now you are free and healthy and happy. I miss you so much baby. …
My life has been so hard without seeing your face and being able to kiss you and hug you. It will be a year on 3/6/12 when your body left this earth to …
It's been 10 months since I lost my handsome baby Boy Mel.
I never thought that you would leave me so soon Mel. My heart still hurts from your absence. …
It's been 8 months since my little boy ~Mel~ went to heaven. Time and passing and the Holidays are coming around. This is the 1st Thanksgiving and Christmas …
It's been so hard without you Mel. I think about you all the time. I miss you so so much Honey. You are the best part of my life and I still can't get …
Dear Lord,
Please take care of my baby Mel. Please keep him healthy, happy and safe up in Heaven with his sisters China and Tiger and all of our loved …
To My Precious Boy Mel.
Today is exactly 2 months since you passed and it feels like yesterday when you were in my arms. I remember our special bonding …
Hi Mel,
I miss you so much it hurts my heart honey. I talk to you every day sweetie. How is it in Heaven honey? How are your sisters and great-grandparents …
Hi Honey,
It's coming on 2 months since you passed and I still have a hard time accepting and realizing that you are gone. I've been seeing you around …
To my dearest Mel my heart aches from your loss. My little boy how I miss everything about you. I just don't know what to do about myself since you left …
Hi My Love,
Today is Friday and Mommy feels like I'm on a roller coaster ride with it's highs and lows. Sometimes the pain of losing you is so intolerable …
Hi Mel,
Mommy is having a hard time today. I wasn't able to sleep yesterday and I feel like my life isn't worth of anything lately. I had a dream that …
Hi Baby,
It's Mommy again. Yesterday was 3 weeks since you left us. Mommy was thinking of you and my mind went back to when you were just a few weeks …
Mel,
Mommy miss you sweetie. It will be 3 weeks this Sunday since you passed. Mom and Dad and your brother Momo still are sleeping in the living room. …
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY PRECIOUS BOY
by: Mom
I look at your pictures everyday and I kiss it like I use to kiss you. I miss you so much my darling little …