Your Pet Loss Diaries

Mar 2011

by Mommy
(Texas)

Hi Mel,

Mommy is having a hard time today. I wasn't able to sleep yesterday and I feel like my life isn't worth of anything lately. I had a dream that I was diagnosed with cancer and on the verge of death. Weird. but I wasn't scared because it made me think that I was coming to you sooner.

I miss you so much and I keep thinking of the last time I saw you honey. It was bad. It was a horrible day. A day that I had to let you go. I hate myself for it. You are my baby and I wished that you would stay with me forever.

I know that you are in a better place now. But sometimes I still not cope with not having you by me. You were always with Mommy. Everywhere. Now you're not there. Mommy knows that you are up in heaven now with all our past loved ones. I will wait patiently to see you all again. I love you all so so much.

Your Mommy