Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Lisa & Diana'

About Diana

Her name is Diana. She is a beautiful calico cat.

When did you lose Diana?

 I lost her in the early morning hours on Friday 3/22/2013.

At which stage of pet loss grief do you feel you are currently at?

Or how are you feeling right now?

 I feel numb, sad, lonely, hurt, mad.

Lisa & Diana's Story so far

I found Diana under a car in our apartments on October 2, 2012 she was dirty and skinny and all alone. She was 5 or 6 months old and she needed me, well I should say we needed each other. In only 5 short months she became apart of our family.

I have 3 other fur babies at home and now 2 at Rainbow Bridge, Diana's older brother she never got to meet my Beloved Rufus left on Sunday, April, 15, 2012. Diana was the only cat in our house the rest are little doggy fur babies but after a few weeks they adjusted to each other, I will never get over losing you my beautiful baby girl, my heart is broken and all I want to do is cry.

I promised you I would never let you be alone again and I failed you, you were all alone I wasn't there to protect you and you died all by your self. I am so so sorry my beautiful Diana, I will never stop loving you, never. The only bit of comfort is knowing you are with your brother Rufus and I know he will take care of you, I would give my life to be able to hold you one more time.

I hope I showed you how much you are loved, I hope I was a good mommy to you and that you felt my love for you every day you were with me. I am so sorry, for all the things I didn't give you and for all the things I cant give you or do for you now.  I was so looking forward to years of your love. But God had other plans for you I am just great full for the 5 months I was blessed to be your mommy.

Thank you for all your kindness and kisses, and for always wanting me to pet and love on you. You are and always will be My Beautiful Diana, I send you all my love, your Mommy always xoxoxo

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