It has been almost 6 months since you left and it has been miserable without you. I can't stop thinking about you. What a precious little boy you were. You were born in a puppy mill and it was a horrible place for you and I know it affected your health in many ways. But we both found love when we found each other. I will never forget you and how excited you were to see me when I came home. You made me laugh when you ran in circles. When I asked if you wanted to go for a ride you would talk to me. There will never be another dog like you.
The nights are so lonely and I sometimes have to get up because I keep remembering the last two weeks of your life and how sick you were in the end. I'm so sorry that I didn't do more to help you sooner. If only I had known. When we got to the vet and they told me you were in heart failure I felt awful. How could I not have known you were so sick? I'm sorry little boy. I will never forgive myself. I just keep thinking if I had taken you to the vet sooner you may still be here with me. It makes me want to scream when I think about it. You deserved to live a long life. We should have grown old together.
I hope you are running free and happy on Rainbow Bridge and one day I will see you again. I will give you the biggest smooch on your face that you have ever had. Every night I pray that I will see you in my dreams. I love you BoBo Boy.
Mama