Last evening my companion, my child, my friend, my pet of 10 years tragically died as a result of being unleashed as we walked nearby our condominium complex. It was one of the most gut wrenching experiences of my life My heart is overwhelmed with grief. How will I ever forgive myself for being so irresponsible.
The complex is next to a small local hospital. A service road divides the two then leads to other units further back and a nursing home traveling strait on that road , or a left turn can be made into the hospitals parking lot. There's also a tree lined area at the front of the hospital that runs parallel to a heavily traveled city street. The tree lined area is well lit from the parking lot lights of the hospital as well as scant lighting throughout. We would cross the service road to the tree lined area where Sam would carryout his business, run, and play. The tree lined area sits approximately 50 feet from the busy street and is probably 250 feet wide. We would walk the width down a paved walkway and back in just a few minutes giving him ample time to make several stops.
I was comfortable unleashing Sam to run, play and discover for just a little while as others in the complex do. It's early fall about 7 pm tons of vibrant colored leaves are on the ground and it seemed running through them added to his excitement. As we returned Sam wanted to continue to another area. I followed thinking I could pick up the mail while we were out. By this time Sam had gotten several paces ahead. He was approaching the service road and still running. I yelled for him. I could see the impending danger from a white truck leaving the parking lot of the hospital then yelled out STOP to the driver. The driver made a left onto the service road and never stopped or slowed down till reaching the traffic light after trampling my 11 pound Chihuahua.
Sam was great and awesome to me. He was definitely a alpha male. He barked at everyone known or unknown and more if he thought he could intimidate. Initially my own family members thought he was obnoxious but over the years they accepted and loved him as he did them. I pray for forgiveness for my part in his loss. Forgive me Sam, it was all my fault. I pray we will be united again at the Resurrection. There has got be a great place created for you cause you were so special, and you loved me when there was no one else. Thank you for licking all of my wounds physically and spiritually.
Your Dad David will be devastated. How will I find the words to tell him. The house is not the same without you and neither will we be. Thank you Father for Sampson. Just as mankind earns their reward, I know Sam has done the same for all he did during his life. Sam watch and care for Nyah, Big and little Kevin, Pop Pop, Uncle Penny and Aunt Chris. Daisy is awaiting you there. After seeing my Lord and Savior I will be looking for you my little dog man.
Love Mommy~
Watson by: Anonymous
Almost a month ago I lost my 7 month old Pug puppy. He was hit by a car and died instantly. He wasn't just my dog he was like my child. We took him everywhere with us and he brought us so much joy and laughter. I still cry everyday and I am angry that he was taken so soon. I wanted to do and show him so much more. He put a smile on anyone's face who saw him. He was so funny and loving and I miss him so much. I don't know how to move past this. All I can do is know that I gave him all the love and attention that I could. He was spoiled rotten and I wouldn't have had it any other way.
I Didn't Know It Could Be SO HARD! by: Jeri in SC
Exactly seven days ago I lost my baby, my friend, my little Chihuahua Popi to a very tragic event. He would always play on the porch and close to the yard and I never worried about him wondering. If I called his name he would simply come in and look at me. When I said he could go back out and play he would trot back out the door. The particular night 3/7/13 - he went out the door and charged across the back yard. I called for him and he never came back. I found out two days later (Saturday 3/9/13) that he was killed when he wandered into a yard a few streets over and was killed (attacked) and ripped apart by some pit bulls. I have been crying non stop - I don't know what to do with myself. The owners will not admit to what happened but her neighbors have told me what happened. I can't even give him a fitting farewell because I'm sure they just trashed whatever was left of his remains. I can't tell you how bad my heart hurts.
Breaking Hearts by: Anonymous
We lost our loving Boxer 2 days ago to a freak accident after she got loose and ran onto the main road. As she was running back towards our side a speeding car hit our loving Boxer and pinned her under the car, she died instantly. My 2 boys are devastated, my daughter who had taken her for a walk is beside herself with guilt. Our house feels empty without her, as do our hearts.
So very sorry by: debbie
This is just so sad. I'm crying as I read it. I am just as mad and sick about this situation as you are. Your poor little doggy did NOT deserve this. But you must know that she LOVED you as much as you loved her and she will always be with you.
Taken Too Soon by: Anonymous
We lost our 4-year-old English Bulldog yesterday when a Bufo Toad poisoned him. His mouth was washed out and he was rushed to the vet where they did a plasma transfusion on him. After his seizure he had a temp of 108 degrees, which was able to be lowered to normal w/in an hour. He was unconscious when he was found, foaming from the mouth and barely breathing. We are truly devastated by his death and taken back, we were robbed of seeing our Bully with the most amazing personality grow to info an old man. Through the years we have seen toads around every so often and have washed our dogs? mouths out after they were poisoned before, but this one took its toll. Please do yourselves a favor, be vigilant when ever possible, escort your dogs outside and use the moth balls, and KILL THE TOADS before they kill your dog... do whatever it takes because you never want to have the empty feeling of losing your beloved dog, especially when its way before (his/her) time. Our Moose will never be forgotten -
Pet by: Anonymous
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Gracie almost the same way.
Peachs by: Margaret Handy-Williams, Darthmouth, NS; Canada
Oh, Anjayla, I am so very sorry for your loss, and the awful hurt and turmoil you are going through. This may sound lame, especially what you (and Peachs) have been through/witnessed, and the lack of respect shown (the truck driver, your neighbor who didn't stop, and the police not doing anthing to help or console) but the best thing is to 'forgive' these people.
Forgiveness is part of letting go and maintaining your health (perhaps you on are the mend by doing this). It is the best emotional therapy you can do for yourself. Learning more about 'forgiveness' - go to your local library or bookstore.
Perhaps you have already done this too. To write a'grievance letter' to the Chief of Detriot Police, and if you don't get a respectful response, write an article to the Detroit Newspaper.
You and Peachs sounded like a great team. I know you're going through an excrutiating painful time right now, Anjayla - remember the good times you and Peachs shared, and smile. Smile BIG. Peachs would like that very much.
Big HUGS - Margaret - my beloved Spike of 10 wonderful yrs is here at Pet Loss, too.
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