by cathy
(bangor)
Sasha was put to sleep 1 month and 4 days ago and it's not getting any easier for me, I still have a good cry to myself most days, the first thing I see when I wake in the morning is her collar which just reminds me of her big fluffy body and the good times we had, then when the evening comes and I get the chance to rest she is the first thing that comes to mind and it's hard because I still love her so much.
I got a new Pup on Saturday 3rd January 2009 called Lana she is a Japanese Spitz which is the closest thing I could get to a Samoyed without actually getting one!
She is a little beauty and we have bonded so well, but I'm still distraught over my big Sasha and I can't tell my Mum or Dad because I'm trying to be strong for them as well, it's hard but I know it will get easier.