I understand but there is a Bridge we will all cross and there he will be by: Dianna
I within the last 11 weeks had put down my 20 year plus old male husky mix (he went through 2 husbands 3 moves and my children growing up). He went very quickly but I had to break a promise to him that he could go at home on his favorite pillow. I had to take him to the vet at literally the 11th hour. I could not be with him because of my own selfish reasons knowing I could not let him go and knowing he was truly gone it was just a matter of not letting him suffer. He had been with me for 20 plus human years and each day and forever I will miss him terribly.
To this day I wonder would he have been ok if I had not taken him to the vet. My brain knows he would have passed in the night but in my heart I don't think will ever heal. I feel your pain and wondering about did they suffer. I hope and believe that you will find the peace you seek and that when the day comes and you meet your Ragnar at the Rainbow Bridge that he will greet you with kisses and so much love you and will find each other again and hold him in your loving arms as I will my Buddy, I wish you peace, love and a compassionate heart.
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