by Michelle
(Denver, CO )
My Bubbers, My Love
My Cooper was my best friend. Friday marks 2 months since I had to put him down due to a ruptured bowel at the age of 5.
I am still so heart broken. I thought this would get easier, I hide the fact that I am tortured with this daily because I know people are sick of hearing it but I miss him with every breath I take and I just can't stop blaming myself.
Cooper, you were my life. The only consistent thing in it, the only one that loved me no matter my flaws or setbacks. I miss you and would do anything to have you back. I pray and hope you know that I still love you and will, forever.