Your Pet Loss Diaries

Nov 11, 2012

Dear Scooby,

Just wanted to let you know that I remember these beautiful Autumn days were your favourite. Running and crunching on the leaves, the crisp air in our lungs and the warm glow of the Autumn sun on us and the red leaves. I miss you so much Scooby. But I'm starting to feel a little stronger.

I light a candle next to your picture each evening and talk to you every day. I hope you don't mind that I'm starting to laugh a little again and I'm planning Christmas but it won't be the same without my big warm lump to keep my feet all cosy. I love you so much and think about you every single day. Don't forget me either will you.

I don't think I'm going to write any more diary entries Scoob. I will never be able to tell everybody what you actually meant to me and what I lost when I lost you. I'm never going to be able to completely stop the hurt that I'm feeling or stop missing you. What I'm going to try to do is really focus on the fun we had, the walks, the swims, the playing, the love, the moods you used to get in! If I promise to focus on that will you promise to meet me when it's my turn. That's a deal then.

Thank you anybody who has been reading my entries and I hope you are feeling a little better on your own healing journeys. Thank you to Bunny who facilitates this sight as it provides a very healing place for all of us who have lost our beloved fur babies. Much love and light to all of you and God Bless. xxxxx