"Wherever you are, Charlie is" by: Joan (Heidi's Mom)
I have been reading your story for a week or so and have tried to leave you a message but sometimes it just doesn't get through. I hope you get this as I feel the same as you do. I lost my yorkie, Heidi on 10-7-10 and haven't been the same since. I carry such a heavy weight of sadness. Sometimes it feels unbearable. We have since gotten a new little yorkie, Lexi - keeps me busy but I miss Heidi so. She was my dearest friend. She adored me, as I did her. She never, never did anything wrong and I know was always listening to what I was doing and what I was saying. I try not to talk about her too much to people who I know just don't understand that my heart is still breaking.
Unfortunately I was born with a rare heart condition and when I get very upset, I get a heart attack. (Thank God it has only happened twice), the second time being when I was carrying her home from the vet and just could not stop crying. I want her back so much. I, too, am thinking of the spring and summer coming and realizing I won't be bringing her to "our places. " I would stop for coffee and then we would go to the ocean and just be together. Her happy to be with me, I with her. I will pray for you, please pray for me.
Please note Pet-Loss-Matters.com is a Not For Profit website and 100% of income from
this site (from sources such as Adsense, Affiliate links etc) is put towards site hosting, domain name fees etc.