Dear Sun: I can feel the pain and loneliness in your message because, I believe, your soulmate is not with you - at least you cannot see Charlie. When I can't stop crying I try to think of how Heidi would feel if she were there licking away my tears and I was not responding to her - how helpless she would feel. That, sometimes, is enough to stop me in my tracks because I adored her and would never, knowingly, hurt her in any way. I can promise you the pain will subside, but unfortunately, not as fast as we would like.
Grief is the worst - and for me it takes a while and that, I think is why when Heidi passed away suddenly, I ended up in the hospital with a heart attack. Tonight I am going to a meeting for others who have lost pets as I cry all the time, especially in my car when I am riding to all the special places I took Heidi to. I hope this meeting will help. I will pray for you and Charlie and hope you find some peace soon.
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