Your Pet Loss Diaries

Nov 17, 2011

by Sun
(Santa Fe, TX)

Dear Charlie,

Today marks eleven long months without you and I have been living on the memories that you left behind. Of course, I am always grateful for the opportunity that you have given me to love you, cherish you. Every day, you made me feel like I was the most special mom, my ever-so-attentive Golden boy. Then, you had to leave so untimely, I still so sadly wonder why that soon...

I think of you all the time, Charlie, and miss you more than you will ever know. But, I am happy to know that you are so much loved by Leya and her awesome Mom, and I know you love them with all your sweetest golden heart. One day, we all will meet and never be apart again, I live for that happiest hope.

Bud and Duke are sending their love too. Thank you and Leya for creating the miracles for Bud and Duke's illnesses. All four of you made me the luckiest mom on earth. I only wish I could hold you, see you, hear you, share the meals with you, walk or just sit and chat with you. Every night, it breaks my heart all over because I don't hear your soft snoring and your place remains so cold and empty.

Some days, it hurts too much, I cannot even look at your picture. But, I want you to have nothing but good time with Leya, because you two deserve the very best.

Love you, always,

Mom