Shelley, I feel your pain. I just laid my sweet baby boy "Rowdy" to rest on Monday Jan 23rd 2012. He was a male boxer 10 yrs of age. We had found out way too late that he had cancer. I have never in my life hurt so bad. He was the best Puppy anyone could have. There will never be another to replace him. I am still hurting so bad and can't pull myself together. I had to put myself on xanex to help me cope. I know people think I am crazy, but I keep thinking can he see that the xanex is helping me & I am not crying as often now. Does he think I'm not hurting & missing him anymore? He and my female Boxer Roxy are my first dogs. So this was my first time putting one down. And by far the HARDEST thing I have ever done. My Family was by his side thru it all down to his last breath. But I can't get that vision out of my mind. When does this get easier? Dying inside :( and by the way I am so sorry for the loss of your doggie. Aimee <3
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