I am so sorry for your loss. I too lost my KC a month ago and even though the signs were there, I refused to give up on his cancer treatments. Everyone around me saw how thin he was but I just kept hoping. I lay on the floor the night before he died and told him through tears that I didn't want him to suffer and that I just, if he had to leave me, do it in my arms in our home.
Unfortunately, he did that the early morning the following day. I don't feel any better. I do get along without crying all the time. The big difference is you have other pets, I have none and my husband, although he loved KC just as much, is not ready for a new pet and I think KC is telling me to get another kitty as he knows I have a lot of stories to tell him about our crazy KCcat!
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