by Lisa Thomas
(Las Vegas Nevada, USA)
Rufus,
My heart hurts every single day, they say time heals all pain, really? I guess I miss it cause all time is doing is making me feel worse. I don't wake up every morning and find the pain and loneliness is a little less, I wake up every morning knowing that it's going to be another long, lonely day without you.
I look forward to the pain and tears, it might sound strange to some but as long as the pain is there so are you.. My biggest fear is waking up and the hole in my heart is gone, I'm afraid if it is then so are you.. I love you and miss you every single day my Rufy dufy goofy guy..
All my love to you, always your Mommy xoxoxo