by Lisa Thomas
(Las Vegas Nevada, USA)
Dear Rufus,
In 2 days you will be at the Bridge 10 months and I miss you so much. I can't believe the pain is as bad if not worse then it was the day you left. My heart is broken and I can't seem to move forward. All I do is sit here, the house is still so quiet and everyone seems to be over it but I can't get pass this. Every time I try and talk about you or someone says your name I break down and the tears just flow, like now.
I wish I could know you were ok and not scared or lonely. I wish I knew you were happy and playing and doing all the things you love. Anyway I miss you my Rufy Dufy so very much, I send you all my love always,
Your Mommy forever xoxoxox