Your Pet Loss Diaries

Sept 15, 2012

by Lisa Thomas
(Las Vegas, Nevada USA)

Well my big guy, today marks 5 months you have been at Rainbows Bridge and it has been the longest 5 months of my life. I miss you Rufus. Even throw I have Penny and Louie and Pettie It just isn't the same without you, the house has this stillness and it seems so quiet.

It's like your sister and brothers know what today is they have been just laying here like they are waiting for you or something. I keep telling myself, well trying to convince myself everything is ok but it's not and I don't think it ever will be. I would give anything to be able to hug you, to get one of your big ol kisses or just to see your sweet face again, but then I wouldn't be able to let you go, I think that is why you don't come in my dreams cos it would be so sad when I woke up.

I hear all the time how people have dreamed of their fur babies and I'm glad I don't, it would be just too hard. Anyway I love you and miss you so, you go and play now and mommy will be right here, ok? I send you all my love, always,

Your Mommy xxoxoo