Oh Jessica, just read your entry it brought tears to my eyes everything you wrote about I can understand it is how I felt when I lost my boy Lewis.
Christmas is a very hard time especially your first one but it does get a little easier with time the tears turn into laughter as you think of all the fun times you had together. I buy my beautiful boy a Christmas tree decoration every year with his name on this will be his third. Like you I had my boy cremated and I talk to him all the time. The love you feel for them never dies it grows stronger each year.
I bet Mickey and Lewis are playing at the bridge happy in the knowledge they are loved so much and always will be. I hope your pain eases with time.
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