by Heather
I didn't think I'd ever be happy again or maybe that I didn't deserve to be. It still makes me sad to think about it all but I try not to. At first trying not to think about it made me feel bad but now I can think of other things and get back to living.
I still miss her and think of her often. There are times that something triggers that pain and sadness and I will even cry on occasion but life does go on. I am glad I can feel good again. It took time and quite a bit of understanding people.
I even called a pet grief hotline which seemed to help put my mind at ease. Plus talking to others who had been through the same thing or worse made me realize I was not alone.
She is forever in my heart and I will love her forever.