I understand the stage of grief you're in by: Ozreal
It takes time and going through all kinds of Moods
the best advice that I can give you is having faith that you will meet again. And remembering the unconditional love Venus shared with you, and using that to open your Heart to peace and Contentment. Death feels so final for only the living Venus's Spirit will always Remain.
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