Time is healing the pain except just before a walk. I can't stop thinking about Jake and how much he enjoyed our walks. I still find myself looking for his collar and leash.
I enjoyed telling Jake it was time for our walk, he would jump in the air and spin around until he landed on the ground. He actually hurt his knee a few times doing this.
My walks are almost boring without Jake but I know now Jake was in failing health and he did not have to deal with that pain any more.
In the end, Jake knew he had a very loving family and a comfortable home, that's all that matters.
I miss you my little Angel!
Love,
Dad