Hi Lisa ~ First, let me clarify something, my name is Dea and although my babies name is Samantha, I called her Tammy Wammy, sweat pea, my girlie girl, my angel & of course Sammy.
Thank you so much for your comment. I was very surprised that anyone read my entries let alone would comment on them. It sucks that we had to meet under the worst possible circumstances but I feels go to show there is someone out there who actually understands how absolutely stunned and confused I feel. Thank you again, Lisa.
I put the walls around my heart several years ago (after losing Guido to cancer). But somehow (I must have blinked or something) before I realized it or could do anything to stop it, this little ball of fur on four legs, that could fit in my hand (my Sammy) managed to slip by all my defenses. Not only did she sneak in but she left the door to my heart open and 2 more snuck in before I knew it (her sister Pooh Butt, at the same time and a little later Rocco).
As if losing Sammy wasn't bad enough, I cry when I look at Pooh Butt and Rocco because I have to lose them someday too. so, believe me, after they have gone (however long), that's it.
As it is ~ losing Sammy is the most devastating thing that has ever happened to me, I can't imagine what I will be like when all 3 are gone.
Samantha by:
I'm reading your post about Samantha and to comment the same thing happened to me my beloved cat Milli had to be put down on the 7 August. She had the FIV virus I loved her deeply only had her a year. She was my baby, you put into words everything I feel. Nobody understands they think I'm going mad. I love cats but I won't be getting another it's too painful when they leave.
Your baby by: Lisa Thomas
Dear Tammy, first of all I am so sorry for your loss. From reading your diaries I know what you're talking about, all the whys you have and wondering why God put this sweet little angel in your life just to take her away in only 2 short yrs. I wish I had the answers for you I too am struggling with a loss. I wish you and I didn't have to go through this. I know there is a reason for all this and someday we will know what it is but until then please don't put up walls around your heart there just might be another precious baby that needs a loving home that only you can give and how sad would that be if those walls kept you from loving again. Please stay strong, always Lisa
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