Merry Christmas My Angel
Hi my sweet pea ~
I can't believe you've been gone for 86 days. Wow 86 days and yet it still feels like day 1.
Everyone keeps saying "It will get easier" and "It'll take time". I keep waiting for it to be true but it's not ~ it's not getting easier and no amount of time will change anything. It can't get easier because I love you so much. I miss you more and more each day.
I still cry for you most of the day, everyday. Sitting alone in our room, thinking about you and sobbing like a baby. I think about you from the second I wake up and you're my last thought before I cry myself to sleep.
Uncle bill and I put a little lighted Christmas tree on your grave last week. I hope you like it . . .
I love you.
I miss you.
I just want my cat back!! I just want my cat back!! I just want my Sammy back!!