Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Dea & Samantha'

Mar 21, 2013

Hi Tammy Wammy ~

Day 174 . . . I wouldn’t wish this pain on my worst enemy ~ and I have a couple of worst enemies!! But I still wouldn’t wish this on them.

What am I supposed to do with all this Sammy love I have with no Sammy to give it to?? I can’t think of any human, my parents, even my brother that losing would devastate me like this. I seem to spend a lot of time outside with you, my love but sitting there staring at a mound of dirt just isn’t the same.

I miss you so much Sammy I can’t even think right. I think of you always. You are always in my head and the fact that the guy next door has a dog named Sammy doesn’t help at all. Sometimes in the morning when I’m still asleep, I hear him say Sammy and for a split second, I am so happy. Then reality hits . . .

I JUST WANT MY KITTEN BACK! I JUST WANT MY SAMMY BACK!