Don't blame yourself for what happened. There may be reasons why the dog should go. Think that God have taken him sooner to end his suffering. Your pet surely is very thankful for all the effort to keep him alive and for the love he received from you. Be strong. Your dog would hate to see you grieving for so long.
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