Dear Jess...thank you for your sweet letter. I'm so very sorry for your loss of your Oscar too. I had another little dog...whose name was Oscar. When I lost him...I got Oliver. They were both very special to me...but Oliver was my "once in a lifetime...special friend". I know your pain..so well..and I know how hard everyday can be. I hope that you somehow can find peace again...and the ache eases...and you can think of the good memories...and smile again. I can't seem to do that...but I have to...somehow...because I know Oliver never wanted me to cry. He always kissed away my tears. I know I need to be grateful...for knowing and being loved by such a beautiful soul. I know I was truly blessed by having him in my life. I only wish that I was not so sick for so many years of his life...because I never did get to take him out much...he was by my side for so much of his life. It was only the past couple of years that I got to do a little more outside of this house...taking him out with me. He sacrificed his whole life for me. But when he became ill...as hard as I tried...I could not save him. If I could have one wish...it would be to hold him for just one more time...and tell him how much he did for me. Although I did get to hold him and tell him what a good boy he was and how he did a great job ...it was not enough. I was in such a frightened state of mind...sometimes I think I caused him to shut down even more...because he read my feelings. Oliver knew me better than I knew myself. I pray that more than anything....we are right in believing they are somewhere beautiful...and they will be there with us...when our time comes to leave here. I look forward to that moment..when I can be with my Little Buddy once again. Thank you again Jess...
Your little one by: Jess
That is such a beautiful tribute to your little Buddy and so very touching. It is just a month since I lost my wonderful cat Oscar and I miss him with all my heart and soul. I know how you feel honey. My thoughts are with you and your little one.
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