Your Pet Loss Diaries

'Chris & Silverbelle'

Two Weeks Since My Little Girl Has Been Gone

Oct 9, 2009

by Chris R
(Alexandria, VA)

While others look forward to Fridays, I start to loathe them. If you are reading this and asking why well the answer is that my little girl died two weeks ago today and there is not a minute when I am not thinking of her. I could not enjoy an evening meal this evening, because I started to cry knowing, I will never see her again, that I will never look forward to coming home because Silverbelle is not there.

I am calm now but it seems that all I want to do is look at her picture as if that is the only thing I care about right now. I know my grief is too new but damn it why? Why is she gone from me?

She was a gift from heaven and now I feel so alone. It is like the light is gone from my world and now I have nothing. I hate feeling this way, there is nothing out there that I want or need just a moment in time, just a moment to hold her and tell her that I love her and that I will always remember my little girl... My baby Belle....

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