My heart goes out to you, your love and pain is evident in every entry you have writen to your beautiful girl and I like every other mum who has lost our babies totally empathise with you and your terrible suffering and craziness.
I truly didn't think I would survive the loss of my 2 beautiful loving doggies 'Shimma and Zeus' the pain was overwhelming and all too consuming in my life and I was a complete wreck for months and months after, but somehow I survived, as you will but very painfully.
I still breakdown now doubting my decision, that terrible life and soul destroying decision but we had to do it cos we loved them more than we loved ourselves but it doesn't stop the pain once they are at peace, our's just begins and it seems to last an eternity.
She was such a loved little girl and she knew that and trust me you will be with her again and hold her again even in your dreams which helps your loss a little (I know it did me.)
May God be with you at this terrible time and give you your lovely Ellie-Mae the strength to be apart until the day you are re-united agian.
With Love and Understanding...
Theresa x
Sorry for your loss by: pam
I too brought my Wally dog home a few weeks ago. It is so sad going to the vets. I remembered the time I brought my beautiful boy home in a small cardboard box, and now I was bringing him home in a small paper bag.. I cried, and cried. He is now buried out the back, and a beautiful plant placed over his ashes. It still hurts to see his face in photos, and I miss him so very much. My thoughts are with you, and your kindness you showed to a fellow dog lover, helping her with her dog. Pam
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