by Cali
(Stockton Ca)
I had to put my 13 year old cat down. One week after he passed while I was laying down crying, I felt him on the small of my back where he used to sleep with me. I remember telling him before he passed that if he lays there I will know it was him. I haven't slept in my bed since I sleep on the couch now.
It's just annoying now I wish I didn't tell him that. I figured out now since he has passed the energy he has dead is very uncomfortable to humans or I think it is too much for me. I will always love him and tell him when I feel sad.
It's been 4 months now I just got a new apartment. I hope I can start over fresh. I know he will always be with me. I hope I can come to live with it. Does any one know how to deal with this let me know please. Cali
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